Sick

30.8.2006 -That day we have packed everything on the roof of our Citra for the holiday only to picked the kids at Qaifarah and to shoot to Terengganu. Aleeya have gone already with abah and mak (arwah mak) . When we arrived at Qaifarah, Farhan's breathing was so bad that we can see a hole right under the middle of his throat each time he inhaled. We really thought that it is just a normal flu and cough. but when we saw that his stomach was like a big wave in the middle of the ocean... we immediately took him to the clinic nearby...

The doc scolded us for not bringing him earlier..he then gave a referal letter to bring Farhan to Hospital. We went to Columbia Hospital and immediately he was warded.. there goes our holiday plan... Anyway for the sake of not wanting to dissapoint Farhan and little Firas that time, we decided to book 1 big ward and all of us pretending we're staying at a hotel except that this hotel have only one bed, so the rest have to sleep on the floor... what a day...no 3 days exactly...

Farhan is an asthmatic child which we only found out that day...

Happy New Year

It is not too late to wish Happy New Year to .. obviously to my self..

Ally now in standard 3, still in the old school - SJKC Ma Hwa.
Farhan starts his year one happily having kakak in the same school. He's having 3 homeworks on 3rd day in school!
Firas moved to a new kindergarten which is nearer to Qaifarah, so it's easy for us not to have to travel sending him all the way back to Taska in the afternoon.
Ariesya stays in Qaifarah...She loves there...

New Year Resolution? The usual one.. 1. Get Fit 2. Lose Weight 3. Learn Something New 4. I Want to Get Organised.
Again ! Come on... Its been so many years... This year I'll turn 40.. year in year out.. nothing change..?

I read this in Reader's Digest...be SMART

S is for specific. instead I want to lose weight , set a specific one like 'I want to lose five kilogram'
M is for measurable . Define a goal eg I aim to go to gym an hour 3 days a week.
A is for Achievable. If you've never exercised don't ain to compete in Olympics!
R is for relevant. Choose a right goals
T is for time-conscious. be clear on how much time you are giving yourself to achieve your goal.

No wonder I never achieve the reso..

OK. Let's start new...

S - I want to lose 5 kg
M - to exercise 15 mins everymorning at 5 am. plus no dinner on weekdays
A - every morning? no no let makes at least 4 days a week.
R - Relevant? Sure. or else I have to start buying new clothes
T - Will revise every 6 month.

Good Luck to me..

Happy Anniversary

Today is the 14th years we have been married to each other. It seems only yesterday the sweet courtship moment which I cherish so much where it is so easy to love him and the saying is true that the times went so fast when we are having fun.


14 years of a lot happy and sad moment that we both went through with one goal in mind that is to sail through our marriage for bad and for good.


I can't forget 1997 - our stillborn first baby - we name him Muhammad Farid bin Mahadi. We both cried quietly in hospital's ward holding each other hand... and a long-4 years after that, we cried again at the same Hospital when Nur Aleeya was born but this time, out of joy...again 2, 4 years after that... is history.

Happy Anniversary dear..